i worked 93 hours last week.
I am 9 weeks away from getting married
I feel bad that this page only gets updated like every 10 - 15 days versus everyday which is how it was in the beginning. :-(

stupid people irritate me. i work with adults who are developmentally disabled and people find it weird i have very little patience for stupid people. being diagnosed as being Mentally Retarded is WAY different that just being stupid. And STUPID people just piss me off.

On Saturday May 12th I purchased my wedding dress. It’s a beautiful white lacy thing. I tried on 9 dresses and this was the 2nd one I tried on. It looks great on me and I love it. It took us 2 and 1/2 hours to find the dress and purchase it. It was amazing. We even got the bridesmaid dresses Saturday too. They are a beautiful Peri blue color with some sparkle on the top and shiny on the bottom. Monkey and MB look great in them! :-) I think I’ve decided on a Tux too - but gotta talk with Bear bout it first. I am SO glad I found this dress. It’s beautiful and it looks great on me. Every time I open the bag to look at it I cry. I didn’t cry when I tried it on but I did cry when I got it in the car and realized I just had bought a wedding dress. I will be wearing a veil like the one in the picture - cept a bit longer. The same type of poof thing. I will be wearing a tiara - but I haven’t found one I like yet. We are going to make it - the one at David’s was 200 bucks! I am going to wear my hair up, but in a fun updo so that when I take the veil off it looks really cute :-) I need to find shoes and undergarments - bra and undies - before the fitting on the 10th. Fun fun :-) Things are coming together and its amazing.

my 23rd birthday is in two days. Eek...i didn’t even realize it was this close. I AM having a party on Saturday - which will be fun :-)