good lord. i thought i had screwed it up, but I hadn’t. Ok..its better now :-)

fun intervention today at work. Can’t talk too much about it. But lets just say that I don’t think that its going to have helped anything

I can’t believe that my wedding anniversary is only 4 days away! It’s just insane!

Got an email today from a guy a dated in HS. Weird to talk to him, cause it didn’t end well, and the last time we talked it didn’t go well either. He is married now and is still in the KC area. Weird emotions stir up when talking to him. Not all about him, but some about my frame of mind back then.

Hopefully this blog thing will go well, I like doing it this way, I can link pictures from my site here too.

ok.  there is this guy.  lets call him Dilbert.  I kinda have a crush on Dilbert.  We fooled around once and I really liked the way he kissed me.  Dilbert is smooth...he can talk the pants off any girl (apparently.) I didn’t know that before I met him, but it most likely wouldn’t have stopped me anyway.  But ok...see...when I see him now it bothers me that he gives me the cold shoulder.  It doesn’t bother me so much that he gives me the cold shoulder, so much as the fact that it bothers me at all. I mean really, Dilbert is an asshole.  I’ve been told this by countless people.  But still...it bothers me.  Two levels it bothers me on.  1.  That he gives me the cold shoulder. and 2. That I am bothered by the previous statement.  It’s complete and totally girly bullshit, but still.  Hes so cute...and...a really good kisser...SHUT UP!  His biggest thing is that he’s an asshole...not that hes cute, or a good kisser.....ok..ill stop now…

good friend of the family was in a bad car accident on Tuesday night. he went head on into traffic.  he broke both legs, both arms, and six ribs. he is still in a coma but they are going to do some surgery tomorrow.  i used to babysit his daughter Nickie - shes 13 now. because of all his broken bones his blood levels are really low because his body can’t create it.  he has diabetes and sometimes his peripheral vision goes out and they thinks that what happened.  he was the only one in the car at the time.