for the second time this holday season i have seen return of the king; and for the second time return of the king was interrupted by something.  last time it was the film stopping and this time it was a fire in the building.  both times the show was interupted at about 1/2 in and we got free passes. i *think* we might go use our free passes today, we just don’t know what we wanna see. we have invites to two family parties tonight too; but one of them just came in today. i think we may make an apperance at the new one, then head over to the other one - i dunno.  im just happy we have lots of family who loves us.  my new neclace really says it all - i am lucky.  very lucky ::grin:: i have lots and lots of people in my life who love me; and i have lots and lots of people in my life to love.

i hope all of you and yours have an amazing and safe new years eve!  party hard, but party safe!

TheBestFriend&0153; is supposed to be here in like 45 minutes. I can’t wait! ::grin::  We may go out to dinner with Steve tonight too - which I am also really looking forward to. He’s just so dang cute, sexy, funny.  We aren’t sure what else we’ll do today, maybe nothing, but I dunno.  She’s going back to Columbia tonight so I only get her till 10pm, but I am gonna take lots o’photos.  Course, I can’t get them onto the net frm this mac, but i will post them Friday.

last night while coming in from the car after spending the evening over at T’s nd J’s I fell down.  My ankle got all buckly and I dropped my camera (SO glad I got a case yesterday) and my purse and immediately started to cry.  It felt like I broke it; then like i sprained it. Turns out I twisted it.  I took some naproxen sodium today and it made me all sleepy and kinda loopy, but it’s better now.  It still hurts a little bit, but it’s mostly just tight and sore.  Figures I’d hurt myself doing something ive been able to do for like 24 years and some shite.

self portrait.  12.27.03 12:27pm.  moving subaru outback.  cloudy day. on way to family christmas party.  husband talking about utopian society.

crimson and clover....over and over....
i don’t want to say anything.
what ryhmes with june.
no, you can’t write that.
oh my god, im speechless.
my cat will shake your hand.
and, yah i saw her earlier.

....bloggin via 4 person crew

much better mood today.  which is totally good.  ::grin::  today is the biswell thing.  it starts in half an hour.  we’re going to be late. i still need to take a shower and blow dry my hair.  it will be a while i think.  it’s all good.  it’s a all day kind of thing ::cheesy:: i am excited.  some of these biswells i havent seen since last christmas.  then tonight we might head to the morgan hause and hang out over there.  all we need to do on the way is stop and get a pie, or something, and a cover for our digital camera.  Woot woot! ok.  no more yanky your wanky, the ruthie needs food ::smiley::

I am a daddy’s girl.  My daddy gave me this picture for Christmas. This picture is actually a composition picture of me, at 5 months old, being held by both parents.  this image is a picture of the photo in the frame, hence the quality.  I willl post an actual copy of the photo as soon as I get it.  This present made me cry - and my dad cry.

hanging out with The Mr Q&0153; fathers side of the family gives me a head ache.  they LOVE to argue about everything. it makes me fucking nuts. no WONDER he’s a philosopher.  they’ve been around most of the day today and we’ll be with them all day sunday too.  i wonder.  think i could get stoned and stay stoned all day on sunday? ::grin::  Nah. I will just try to talk to all of them and be happy.  Maybe I should find a book to take with me to read so if I get sick of the yelling i can go read someplace ::smiley::  I just can’t handle any more of it. They are all out in the garage playing ping pong arguing and being all loud and shite.  It’s so nice and quite in the house now. I’m happy as a clam.

I got a digital camera for christmas from santa.  santa loves me very very much.  santa got me the VERY camera that had been the top one in my research.  Santa got me a Olympus Camedia 2.0-Megapixel Digital Camera I am SO very exctied to start sharing photos with all of you!! ::grin::  I am installing the software needed to get the pics off the camera now, then I need to get an FTP program, then tommrow morning I can pull all the pics off and upload them to my server. This is THE best present!  My dad topped it though.  He gave me a photo collage of him, my mom and me from when I was a baby - like a 5 month old baby.  I cried when I got that.  I am gonna try to take a digital photo of it and post it for all of you all to see.  I am just GIDDY with happiness today!!  ::smiley::