i think that i just has a religious cult member try to recruit me at my door. mark and markos wanted me to come to a bible study class. but not just a regular bible study class. oh no. it's class that studies the true origins of the bible - not religiously. the elder mark asked me if i grew up in a church - and I said no. I hadn't. He said "so you aren't religious are you." So I had to explain that not having grown up in a church didn't imply i had no religion. Also that even if i had grown up in a specific religion - it made me no less a good person. Because - really it doesn't matter in what words you use to pray, but that you pray in the first place. He nodded in agreement then went into a speech about how it really mattered most that you were of his undisclosed religion. he gave me a flyer and i said i was hesitant to come and he offered to come back/call. I declined. his speech was full of double talk - saying that all religion was ok.but his was the best without really saying that. i need to make a sign for my door.

unless you're a pretty young girl selling cookies don't knock here.

Tommy made the 400th comment today. {400} he made the 401st one as well. {401}

frank sexual talk to follow. this is faire warning.

I hate P Diddy.

But

I like this new song I just heard on MtV that he did. It's an Enya track as the base and then lots of other stuff over the top. The new song "I don't wanna know" by Mario Winnans. The song he sampled - Boadicea - an instrumental on the Paint The Sky With Stars album.

He's fucking evil - but the new song - it isn't so bad. I guess. But I still Hate P Diddy AND the fact that he had anything to do with this song. Even his voice makes me wretch. He and Jen deserve each other.

the orginal - Boadicea -Enya
the new - I don't wanna know - Mario Winnans
Please right click save as, or i may lay a curse on you

i do some of the stupidest shite to myself. last night The Mr. Q™ went to visit with some friends about 11:45pm. It was 2:30 am by the time he'd gotten home. I had made myself sick with worry about him in that short time period. It's completely irrational to be afraid that something will happen to him. i was sleepy around 1:45 ish so I went to bed. but I just laid there - going through all these scenarios in my head. i waited for the phone to ring or there to be a knock at the door. by the time he came in i was so whipped into a worry frenzy and i could feel all the tension come out of me when I hear the door open. then, I thought that he was talking to someone. so i went to listen and it turns out he was just saying hello to the baby and then he turned on the TV. For some reason I got so MAD. I was pissed that he'd just come in and watch TV - not even bothering to check if I was ok. So I went into the bedroom and slammed the door. I recognize that I did that partly cause I knew it would get him upstairs in a hurry - but I did apologize for that childish thing. he came up and I yelled at him for a bit - he apologized - then I just cried and cried. I felt bad for yelling at him and then I felt bad for being childish. Then I cried for stress. I was so scared that something would happen to him and he wouldn't come home to me. It's my absolute worst fear - and I am not sure why. It's irrational. Nothing ever has happened to him like that, or to anyone I love. I make myself crazy with worry. Be glad you're not me

it's Wednesday so ive switched out the songs on my radio.blog. it's a whole new crop of Luka the Love Bunny™ music for you.

• Beatles - Yellow Submarine
  
• Chevelle - The Red
  
• Chris Deberg - Lady In Red
  
• Cold PlayColdplay - Yellow
  
• Engineer Matthews - Grey Street
  
• Fame - Red Light
  
• Goo Goo Dolls - Black Balloon
  
• Janet Jackson - Black Cat
  
• Jefferson Airplane - White Rabbit
  
• Joan Biaz - Black Is The Color
  
• Mr. Big - Green Tinted Sixties Mind
  
• REM - Orange Crush
  
• Rocky Horror Picture Show - Rose Tint My World
  
• Sting - Desert Rose (Trance Remix)
  
• Stroke 9 - Little Black Backpack
  
• The Offspring - Pretty Fly (For a White Guy)
  
• Tracy Bonham - Navy Bean
  
• UB40 - Red, Red Wine
  
• White Stripes - Black Jack Engineery
  

the theme this week - songs with colors in the title Enjoy - and always - let me know what you think.

i went and got my nails did today. they make me feel so pertty. they're nice and short but I've still having some issues typing - but ill get use to it soon I bet. I just feel like such a girly girl. cute little french manicure nails - with a cool splatter air brush going. makes me feel all growed up.

i saw this nifty little link thing over at the go fish. it's called the star estimator. you put in a picture and it will tell you what celebrities you look like. i used this picture and it told me i look like Yasmine Bleeth , Christy Turlington and/or Jennifer Aniston. That's so not so bad. I wanted to try another pic to see if I got different results. I used this picture and got Nicole Kidman , Denise Richards and/or Sade . I even did The Mr. Q� - using a picture he actually POSED for. We took this one and it said the he looks like Russell Crowe, Tim Robbins and/or DrummerBoy Wahlberg. hubba hubba. think it's accurate?

I realized something today. reading blogs is entertainment. hear me out. when I read someone blog i get a small snippet of their lives. i don't get the whole picture - i only get what they show me. TV shows are the same way. we get one hour a week, not even that really - after commercials it's about 356 35 minutes of an hour show. i only get the highlights. a blog is sort of like that. a blog is also like reading a book - a paragraph at a time. it's all about the entertainment for me. it's more interactive that TV, and quicker than a book. that's what i realized today.

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