All originally written April 7th 2006. In a notebook/diary of sorts that no one has ever read besides me. I was 17 years old. I was a senior in highshcool. These boys I wrote these letters to, never saw them. Each handwritten in a different color marker.
Elvis,*
I love you. I will always love you. I want you. I will always want you. I wish you still wanted me. But if I can’t have you that way I will live. But you always have to be my friend. I can not live without you. you have to be with me forever. I can’t live without you.
JJ,*
For whatever reason, I love you. I always have. You are tied to me in some fucked up way. We will always have a past. But maybe not always a future. That’s cool. We should always be friends. I wasn’t you. But I can’t have you.
Steve,
I don’t think I hate you. You broke my heart. Bur I am better off without you. We had no solid future. But, damn I loved you. I wanted you. you were there for me, but you left when I needed you most. I even wanted to marry you, but i’m not really sure why. No past! No future. Nothing.
**Not the boys real name.
Yeah, It’s that time again! We try to share the fun, so don’t answer more than Two yall! ;-) Also, don’t cheat - it totally ruins the fun!
For Those of you in the US - Please Don’t Forget to VOTE today!
- Who played Chandler’s father on “Friends”? Kathleen Turner. NinaKaye got this one!
- What was the working title of Margaret Mitchell’s 1936 novel Gone With the Wind?
- What TV series showed the first interracial kiss on American network television? “Star Trek” Miss M got this one right!
- What famous literary character offers this sage advice: “Neither a borrower nor a lender be”?
- What TV series, originally set during World War II, jumped ahead several decades to the 1970s beginning with its second season?
- What did Aldous Huxley and C.S. Lewis have in common?
- What was the first American drama series to react to the September 11, 2001 terrorist attacks on the United States?
- What play by Tennessee Williams contains characters named “Big Daddy” and “Big Mama”? Cat on a Hot Tin Roof. Noelle got this one right!
- What is the phrase on the UFO poster in Fox Mulder’s office in “X-Files”? I want to believe. Bonnie got this one!
- What poet wrote To Bedlam and Part Way Back (1960), Transformations (1971), and The Death Notebooks (1974)?
so I did some fucking Haiku.
i am not stupid
i may not say it to you
but i notice it
first you notice me
then the craziness started
round and round we go
the numbers are clear
one plus one isn’t 34
it’s still too little
too far to get home
lost in this colorless place
flip the switch now please
Even with all the Political/Anti Bush music, I actually keep the political talk and the Anti Bush TALK to a bare minimum. Which is rare, but I figured I’d let the music speak FOR Me today! 
You may notice the show is about 16 min short of two hours - 20 or so min of dead air will do that to a show! I hope that you enjoy what I’ve played this week!
Show Notes, including the full playlist : http://tinyurl.com/ye7auz
Don’t Forget to Vote in the Poll for Next week’s Theme. It’s Open till Monday the 6th at 9pm!
73% (8)
9% (1)
18% (2)Three Choices. The Narcissism Hours Music with my real name in the title, interspersed with comedy clips that I really like. MySpace Music Music found and downloaded from MySpace. There’s some good stuff out there yo! Cover Songs Always a good choice seeing as how I LOVE cover songs! So, make a choice! Thank you! ;-) This poll will stay open until Monday at 9pm EST! I totally got have time to actually GET the songs and put them in some sort of fun order! ;-)
Ya know what I think is fucked up? That people are still paying attention to Kerry’s botched Bush Joke, Kerry isn’t even running for anything. The Republicans are just running scared grabbing on to anything that they can because they’re about to be pushed out of control and they don’t like it. We all know Kerry’s a stick in the mud and shouldn’t try making jokes on his own, but gosh love em, he keeps trying anyway. Here’s the original text he was SUPPOSED to read and NOT The flubbed line he made during the actual speech.
Emphasis mine. I think it’s pretty damn clear who that joke was about. And it CERTAINLY wasn’t the good men and women who are serving in the US forces in Iraq.
And this is his response to conservative nut job mock outrage at his so called degeneration of the troops.
“If anyone thinks a veteran would criticize the more than 140,000 heroes serving in Iraq and not the president who got us stuck there, they’re crazy. This is the classic G.O.P. playbook. I’m sick and tired of these despicable Republican attacks that always seem to come from those who never can be found to serve in war, but love to attack those who did.
I’m not going to be lectured by a stuffed suit White House mouthpiece standing behind a podium, or doughy Rush Limbaugh, who no doubt today will take a break from belittling Michael J. Fox’s Parkinson’s disease to start lying about me just as they have lied about Iraq . It disgusts me that these Republican hacks, who have never worn the uniform of our country lie and distort so blatantly and carelessly about those who have.
The people who owe our troops an apology are George W. Bush and Dick Cheney who misled America into war and have given us a Katrina foreign policy that has betrayed our ideals, killed and maimed our soldiers, and widened the terrorist threat instead of defeating it. These Republicans are afraid to debate veterans who live and breathe the concerns of our troops, not the empty slogans of an Administration that sent our brave troops to war without body armor.
Bottom line, these Republicans want to debate straw men because they’re afraid to debate real men. And this time it won’t work because we’re going to stay in their face with the truth and deny them even a sliver of light for their distortions. No Democrat will be bullied by an administration that has a cut and run policy in Afghanistan and a stand still and lose strategy in Iraq .”
No, Thank YOU Senator Kerry.
Yesterday I wrote a lil bit about my past on the radio. I was actually on my college station for about a year, but the obsession, if you wanna call it that, started long before that. Mostly likely because my father is also a, what I am going to call, a Radio Entertainer! He’s got his own 2 hour show on KKFI (90.1 FM Kansas City’s community station), called 71 Highway on Tuesday Nites from 10-midnight CST.) When I was growing up he was a DJ at parties and weddings, and I also remember him doing some work at commercial stations. I did get to go with him sometimes, and I always thought it was the the coolest thing! It wasn’t long before I was making mix tapes, with my own “dj chatter” recorded in between. I wish I had some of those tapes now! When I was in high school I got involved in the Drama club, and showhow I was able to fanagle myself into being involved with the sound track selection for nearly every program my Junior and Senior year. Like - for our Winter Holiday Program I picked music that represented every winter Holiday. Or at least as best I could without the true vastness of the internets, like I’ve got now! ;-) For my senior program - a requirement of Drama II - i spent nearly as much time on the musical interludes as I did on picking the pieces I was to perform! It’s just always something that was fun for me - putting together play-list/soundtracks for whatever. Sometime in my sophomore year of college my friend Jeff - and hubbies room mate and best since 1st grade, convinced me to take into Broad Op, and then join the Radio Practicum. I was on the Production Team for a while, making commercials and promos - and also on the Exec Board for a while serving as the web designer. My first semester on air I did a co-show with Jeff on Friday nites - all request with hardly a playlist. It was insane fun. We got to pick the music ourselves for the most part, and we had loads of fun talking and goofin off! At some point I got involved with another show on the station - I did a semester with a dude named Ash - he was the guy and I was the girl. It was mostly the same sort of stuff as with Jeff, just that Ash and Jeff were a little deferent personality wise ;-) I had a lot of fun on that show too though. I enjoyed most of my time at the station - the events and the parties. I did loads of commercials and promos, and I used to have a lot of them on tape - but I think they’re been lost now. :-( Which is prolly good, cause I certainly think I’m better on air now. Plus - the music is better ;-)
p.s Notice the new Skin. It’s called a bright and sexy fall. It’s the new default and the first one in the pull down menu. Hope you like it! :-)
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