I’ve been helping a client work on a self help program. I’ve spending mornings trying to get some work done and some playing done. I’ve been worrying about how I can pay for a new computer now that I’ve found out that my old one - that’d I’d had three months - is a lemon. I’ve been trying to excersize.  I moved the weights from the stairs to the coffee table, on the workout kit. I’ve been trying to think positive, stay motivated and creative. Some days are better than others. :-) I waved to the newest neighbor to the north. A cute boy with a goatee who looks vaguely familiar. The newest neighbors to the south are boys too.  One car is from some Dairy Midest Cow state that I can’t remember. I haven’t waved to them yet. I’ve been daydreaming a lot about bumpers and funny commercials I can do for my show, and the station once I have access to a computer with a soundcard that works like I need it to.  Either this computer or the new one that I’ve yet been able to make a decision about. I’ve gone every single one of my case files with a fine tooth comb and dotted ever i and crossed every t.  I even did the the j’s and put the curly q’s on the q’s.  I make this look good. :-) Tomorrow morning I’m going to the local radio station to answer the telephones.  It’s gonna throw off my whole way.  In good ways too.

I wonder how many words that was.

So Yay.  After I did my show Saturday I wrote up the show notes, but i guess I took too long cause when I hit post, the entire entry was lost in the ether of the internets. I was bummed.* I was supposed to spend the day cleaning the house with my husband, but we didn’t do it. We watched movies and bad TV instead. Then I had to work for 10 hours on Sunday. Hubby did a little work on the kitchen, but it’s certainly NOT the deep clean we had wanted to do.  I also got a lot of work done at work.  lol That’s funny.  See, on Sunday’s I am a glorified babysitter.  After spending, oh, let’s say an hour, helping her clean up her entire apartment we had 9 other hours to kill.  :-) So I entertained her with The Divine Miss M**, Blue Lagoon and Eddie Izzard’s Circle.  We just watched TV for the rest of the hours.  And when I say we, i I mean her. Because I was busy updating all my case files! :-) I have 4 clients and 2 files each cause I am in the middle of transitioning them all from last years files to this years files.  It’s a lot of extra work, that is part of my job, but that I don’t get paid for unless I do it when I am actually WITH a client.  So that’s what I did yesterday.  All. Fucking. Day.  And I am still not done. I am SIGNIFICANTLY closer than I when I started, but not done.  Which sucks - cause this week is super busy.  Not with work though, yay! :-) The local community station (WMNF 88.5) is having a lil 3 day fundraiser. I’m going tomorrow nite, and Wednesday morning to answer the phones! :-) It’s so much fun and the least I can do to support the station! You can listen to them online if you’re interested.

I still don’t have my own laptop.  Tomorrow makes three weeks it’s been in the shop, and Friday made a month that it was broken and that I’ve had to share hubbies laptop with him.  Hey - at least I’ve learned to share a little better out of this! :-) After I hit submit on this entry though, I am going to call the computer shop and find out what the deal is yo! Either it’s fucked and I can’t fix it or, or it’s fixed.  I’m just stuck until I can get one.  Life CAN and does go on with just one - but it’s different, and not ALL good. :-)

*I still need to write the post up too. 

**I couldn’t find a link for it. It’s a Bette Midler stage show. It’s great.  I think I got it for a buck someplace.

son of a bitch.  after my like 13 hour day yesterday, and the impromptu poker party my husband through last night, I just never got around to posting. I am going to fiddle with the time. It’s cheating, I know, and I don’t care! :-) This is going to last! :-)

Today I get to work on annual paperwork. I am not thrilled, but at least I have a nice clean desk on which to sit, think and write. Today I get to take a client to get a mammogram. She’s not happy about getting her boobies squished, but I think it’s funny. :-)

Yay, Zoe has been released from jail. Which is good because she totally isn’t the Satin Slayer. I am not sure it’s Kenny Addler, nor am I sure that it’s David Hayward. I guess it could be - but wow!  I hear he’s gonna accidentally kill Dixie - which I guess isn’t too bad cause I don’t like her - but would David really kill Dixie?  I dunno. * So Loralie wrote the character reference for Luke. You knew she would do a good job. You also knew that Christopher would read it and get all bent out of shape. Which is what next weeks totally about. I actually don’t like Loralie and Christopher together. He’s a nice boy - but he reverts too much to teenager Chris when he’s with Lor. I love Luke and Lor. I also miss Logan - which is really weird cause I didn’t like him at ALL at first. * I guess tonight Catherine will deceive her team mates tonight all in the new guys shceme to catch a bad guy.  I can’t immagine that this will turn out well. But at least it makes for good TV. ;-) I miss Grissiom though. Wonder how Sarah is dealing with his absence. Wonder if she misses him as badly from her bed as she does at work. ;-) lol * I guess they’re doing the “this is all a crazy delusional dream in your head” thing tonight with Clark. Can’t wait to see how everyone is different in his “reality.” Last week was a really good, albeit historically fucked up, episode. Sad that there’s no more Ollie to gawk - he’s HOT! And Lex just isn’t cutting it these days.

It’s really sad when all i have to blog about are TV Shows I’ve watched this week.  Lala la la la ! :-) Oh, YES I am doing a show this Saturday! :-) 9am Eastern - ThatStationRadioLive.com (more info coming soon.)

I couldn’t miss a day. This is day three. I am wicked. I am sans computer. Sucky. Long day. I twitter a lot. :-)

I just have one thing to say.  I think that George Bush should be impeached and tried as a war criminal.

Oh, another thing : my uncle Johnny called today to try and make a date for lunch tomorrow. It sucks that I can’t go. I’m taking a client to see a specialist about his cataracts. At age 38.  He’s nearly blind.  No wonder he fell and broke his foot. Ahh shit. That reminds me. I was all excited for the time to sit and watch AMC in the morning, then I realized tht I have to leave this house at like 8:45 tomorrow, maybe even as easly at 8:30 to try and make it to this damn appointment.  Major Suckass.

And now that third thing.  This is the second day in a row I’ve legitimately blogged. I’m really making an effort here, and I am start to feel the blog ThatStation. Kinda cool that I found out today that I am a B List Blogger! :-)

Husband and I deep cleaned the living room this weekend.  A while back I suggested to him that we tackle a big clean on the whole apartment, but in big chunks. One room at a time and do the room right.  Cleaning everything, reorganizing, purging the whole lot.  The living room is like 90% done. I’ve got some reorganizing left to do, a lamp to buy, possibly a new desk, likely a new chair, and definitely some colored light bulbs for this light right behind me.  The floors are a little damp still from the steam cleaner too.  We’ve actually taken the old clunker desktop out of here too. We’re still using the desk and it’s just SO open without that monster on it anymore.  One I get it organized, and re decorated I will take some pictures. It’s all in an effort to get out lives more in order.  We’re slackers, procrastinators and pack rats. It all just builds up, ya know. We’re possibly moving in May so it’s a good thing to start now as well.  The next big project is the kitchen/dinning room. Did you know we have a table in there that we haven’t used to eat on in over a year. It’s just used for storage now and it’s ridiculous. :-) This desk that I am currently writing on may very well be replaced with a more cabinet style desk, or a roll top desk.  We’ve set nothing in stone. :-)

There’s still not been any progress on the laptop front. I guess that I am excited about getting my own laptop soon. Plus it’ll be new. I just hope I can do the things I want to/need to with the sound card. It bums me out that I can’t podcast The Saturday Morning Show because I can’t record the music with this sound card. It also means that all the other deejay’s are playing my sad tired little bumper that I made before Christmas.  I should stop ragging on it though - seems like every time it comes on and I’m around somebody’s saying how “smooth” it is or whatever! :-) Called the computer place but the lady isn’t around so we got no update. That leads me to believe it’s something very complicated/expensive/un-fixable. Or something. I’ve been researching new ones.  I’m budget conscience but we’re going new. No more laptops from Ebay for this home. Nope, nuhuh. No way.

p.s. I added the twitter box to the layout. It’s right at the top in the same box with the skins info :-) You can click through to read all the little 145 character Twitters I’ve posted. I post from home, from work, from the road. Whatever, whenever it strikes me. Usually at red lights though, when in the car. :-)

So! Yay! I will be doing live again this Saturday! :-) I’ve gotten my playlist locked down and all set up! :-) The theme is “Music by threes.” I’ve picked tracks grouped by artist, some new tracks some music from my cd collection I’ve got some Neko Case, some Violent Femmes, some Cake, some Annie Lennox.  I’ve got 5 male artists/bands and 5 female artists/bands. There are 29 songs! :-) I really hope that you’ll like the selection, it should at least be entertaining to listen to! :-) I won’t be able to record this one to podcast, so you best turn in live to experience the magic. For lack of a better exaggeration! :-)

Tune in live at 9am EST Saturday! :-) ThatStationRadio.com and maybe Chat during the show

Thanks for paying Attention,
Luka

While I am totally greatful that y’all people stepped up and commented, it hasn’t inspired me in a way that I had hoped.  It’s weird.  I feel so disconnected from the blogiverse if you will, but I don’t quite know how to get back in it.  I mean. I’ve had a blog for over 6 years. It’s like I’m all talked out or something. I don’t know.

My mind jumps all over the map most days. My dreams, while engaging and interesting at night, make me feel funny remembering them all day. Parts of the dreams echo my feelings, parts of the dreams echo my...dreams....for lack of a better word.  I can’t even explain it. It’s the 16th of Jan and I just finished getting my calendar updated with the birthdays and put up on my wall. I’m trying to stay focused on work, because that always needs my attention. I’m trying not to freak about the computer situation, or the car situation, or the possibly moving to a new apartment situation. I’m lonely I guess, but don’t want to be with people lest my bad attitude rub off. Or whatever. See. I don’t even make sense to me.