Ive actually been working on my internship portfolio. That thing is a bitch.  but I did talk to a classmate today who hated her internship as much as I hated mine. That makes me feel good.  If I learned nothing else from my internship, I learned that I DO NOT want to work with lots of little kids. I work much better with adults who are DD.  I can’t explain why..just is that way.

being wanted is the BEST feeling in the whole world...well ok...second best...but it’s good! It’s all about the shivers......mmmmm....

i love it when i have a productive day...got all sorts of stuff done on this website that I am working on for lunch.  It’s called the Bookshelf You can’t see any of the work i have done...just yet...oh well.

I got a B on my psych test! I studied SO very little and I am SO happy.  I so dig my grad assistant Mary.  She kicks much ass.

at work now...im trying to stay till 5 cause i printed off a bunch of stuff on my account ;-)

Hi Seth!

I updated the layout of this page a bit.  I wanted to add the frame thingy that is found on my main pages but I couldn’t get it to look right.  I did however get the links to be rainbow ;-)

Oh my goodness!  Such a lazy day I’ve had.  I’ve got overdue stuff and more overdue stuff and ya know what I’m doing...playin...goodness me...i think I’ve got senioritis!

back to maryville....the last 3 weeks I will spend here as a student start today.  I graduate in 19 days.  EEK!!

break was good...i’ve got a lot of work to do now...some make up work and some not make up work.

I rearranged my room here a bit...moved the desk really thats all...but it looks

I am hungry...but I don’t want to eat anything.

my brain is all over the place today....I can’t get into my email account :-( thats makes me sad

this is weird.  I decided to go to Westport coffee house to see my brother.  he went on break right before I got here.  SO I decided to use their Internet function. It’s like 10 cents a minute but its pretty cool.  My mom is using the computer at home to write a paper so I don’t have much to do.  Grr...oh well...maybe I will run into an old friend today....most of the crowd here seems a bit on the older side...but i think ill go walking around when I am done.  This is pretty neat ;-)

happy turkey day everyone! :-)

I made a chocolate/peanut butter pie for dessert today.  I’m really happy.  I hope that everybody likes it ;-)

I got some new hair stuff at Eckerd last night.  It’s frizz control gel stuff with shimmery pieces of lil bitty glitter in it :-) It’s cool.  And it was only 2 bucks for a HUGE bottle of it :-).  I also got some Feria hilighintg stuff.  My hair is drying now...I think it looks cool ;-) I just hope that Bear doesn’t totally freak!  Oh well.  I guess if he really hates it I can dye over it with some brown ;-)

my hands are are glittery from that hair stuff..but you can almost not see it...its pretty cool...:-)

well I’m of to get ready for the big dinner...yippe :-)

I am SO glad that I am not 16 anymore.  All the agony and the shit I went through when I was 16 all came flooding back to me today when dealing with my lil brothers girlfriend.  Shes going through..some...well I don’t even know how to explain it but shes really unhappy. And I remember being 16 and how everything seemed the end of the world.  How do I tell her that it will get better and make her see that as awful it seems now - that it will get better.

“No matter how beautiful I am...No matter how nice I am...people still won’t like me.” That statement came from the mouth of a beautiful blonde 16 year old girl.

im am ready to not have to do anything.  I’ve made myself a web page for homework I need to get done over the break...we’ve got a mac at home so it makes things a little more hard....grrr

Out to dinner tonight with TheBestFriend and TheBoyFriend...im so excited..then we are to watch Buffy and Angel..this will be fun...yah ::smile::

I don’t think I’m going to get to see Adam over this break...maybe the next one.. :-(

being at work today is awful boring...im glad this won’t last much longer..

I still need to make a gift list.  I don’t have any idea what to get my brothers..maybe i should just ask em huh? :-)

happy happy day.  I turned in my big paper today! :-) Now I just need to write one more small paper and do the 5 moduals I have left and I should be done! :-) Cool deal.  I am SO tired all of a sudden...i guess staying up till 5 am will do that to a person.  Oh well.  now I just need to pack to go home for the holidays.  ::smile::  turkey...yumm yumm ;-)

My dad is test driving a 2000 truck on Wednesday - I am so happy for him. Not to mention enxcited - cool truckness here we come.

Ok...I need to pack...and I can’t leave my room looking this totally messy over the break.