I think tomorrow I will go step outside my back door naked. The upstairs door, very early in the morning. Full on naked. Porch lights off. Stand there with my eyes closed for as long as I can. Maybe sit down and breath it in. The heat. The silence. The fear.

A bill of mine was mispayed this last month. And not because I mispayed it. I went into the local ScotAm place, wehre money order and free and bill pay is a 1.50.  I requested that they pay my Eclectic bill, and I handed the person my id and the bill.  Instead of paying my Electric bill they put the money toward my LightMouse cable bill.  (Which did show up, cause it caused some confusion with those bills too.) So I double paid my cable bill and missed an electric payment.  Now,i should have checked the receipt, but I didn’t really think I needed to. She used my id to pull up my info. Stored in my info are my account details. The girl must not have scrolled down to make sure it was the electric company. When I paid my bill today, I asked AND checked the recipet.  It’s all goign to work out in the end. It’s all just a shuffle of money and time. It’s just weird it happened that way.