While I am totally greatful that y’all people stepped up and commented, it hasn’t inspired me in a way that I had hoped.  It’s weird.  I feel so disconnected from the blogiverse if you will, but I don’t quite know how to get back in it.  I mean. I’ve had a blog for over 6 years. It’s like I’m all talked out or something. I don’t know.

My mind jumps all over the map most days. My dreams, while engaging and interesting at night, make me feel funny remembering them all day. Parts of the dreams echo my feelings, parts of the dreams echo my...dreams....for lack of a better word.  I can’t even explain it. It’s the 16th of Jan and I just finished getting my calendar updated with the birthdays and put up on my wall. I’m trying to stay focused on work, because that always needs my attention. I’m trying not to freak about the computer situation, or the car situation, or the possibly moving to a new apartment situation. I’m lonely I guess, but don’t want to be with people lest my bad attitude rub off. Or whatever. See. I don’t even make sense to me.