it’s so bloody difficult to keep this pitas log updated. It’s not that I don’t have anything going on in my life...its that I cannot talk about it. Confidentiality an all...did I spell that right? Oh well.

we are getting closer to picking a date for the wedding. we’ve got a budget outlined...which is another step we needed to make. this whole wedding thing is a big stress...but i am excited to be rolling with it

Friday evening I went to the cabaret with three friends - Danny, Herbie and DrummerBoy. It was really fun. Dancing and laughing...and even the stripper was funny...as in funny HA HA not in funny good. He SUCKED!! “You can tell the stripper is bad when the straight girl looks bored.” Those three are SO funny...I had a really great time. Afterwords we went to Chubbies and had some more fun...and some yummy food. There were times I couldn’t breath I was laughing so hard. Thanks guys ;-)

Tuesday is Bear and my’s 4th anniversary. I can’t believe it. It seems like so long and so short at the same time. Yesterday we stayed at the Ramada in St Joe and had dinner at Red Lobster for our anniversary. It was such a nice time. I can’t wait until we get to sleep together every night. I hate being a part from him. At least he is only about 1 and 1/2 away. I wouldn’t be able to deal if he was further away. I miss him all the time, but if I keep busy it doesn’t hurt so much.

Wow...I had more to talk about than I thought...pretty cool....stayed tuned…