All originally written April 7th 2006. In a notebook/diary of sorts that no one has ever read besides me. I was 17 years old. I was a senior in highshcool. These boys I wrote these letters to, never saw them. Each handwritten in a different color marker.
Elvis,*
I love you. I will always love you. I want you. I will always want you. I wish you still wanted me. But if I can’t have you that way I will live. But you always have to be my friend. I can not live without you. you have to be with me forever. I can’t live without you.
JJ,*
For whatever reason, I love you. I always have. You are tied to me in some fucked up way. We will always have a past. But maybe not always a future. That’s cool. We should always be friends. I wasn’t you. But I can’t have you.
Steve,
I don’t think I hate you. You broke my heart. Bur I am better off without you. We had no solid future. But, damn I loved you. I wanted you. you were there for me, but you left when I needed you most. I even wanted to marry you, but i’m not really sure why. No past! No future. Nothing.
**Not the boys real name.
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